Thursday 19 May 2011

Ode to an Old Friend


(i)

Hello, Melancholy – my old comrade!
Where are you, I wonder…?
My mind has been your favourite promenade
Wherein you loved to enter and meander.
‘Out of sight, out of mind’ -
Seems to be the order of the day;
You however, were an extraordinary kind
Who compelled me to obey.
You clung to me like Velcro
And blended yourself into me;
The more I tried to let go,
The more you lacerated me.
Oblivion, I knew would not come so easily,
For, your roots were too deep
Which clung to me steadfastly.
So I decided to give in and silently weep. 
I bowed before your magnanimity,
For, you enveloped me in those wide arms, and made me numb.
I marvel at your tenacity,
For, despite my resistance, you never gave up, and made me succumb.


(ii)

Now you’ve left me alone and are gone,
I weep no more, but am still forlorn.
I fail to comprehend this mannerism
Wish I could purge myself of this masochism.
But although you’ve moved on to greener pastures
I miss your ‘noble’ gestures!
I miss the darkness into which you’d draw me
For, light now blinds me!
I have become an island in a sea
A complete misfit, the joke seems to be on me!
I fail to appreciate mirth
‘Cause I have forgotten its worth.
They call it relativity
But what is this to me, but insanity?
I now need you to remind me
The true value of joy, of what it should mean to me… 


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'It is such a secret place, the land of tears.' - Antoine de Saint



Despicable Me



I am unreasonable; whimsical, they call me!
Seldom yielding; always adamant!
Rarely forbearing, ever rancorous!
Hardly altruistic, relentlessly misanthropic!
Well, this is how I’m wired!
I always have it my way!
Who wants to be selfless,
When he can have the world by his sway?
I know I’m despicable!
For, one loves to hate me,
Yet hates the way he loves me!
My loathsomeness knows no bounds,
Like the infernal serpent, it hisses as it hounds.
It derives immense pleasure out of the chase,
Once the prey succumbs, it displays apathy,
And moves on...
Only to watch its prey die slowly,
Out of decadence more than anything else.
For once you’ve given in
There’s no turning back.
The serpent has had its fill
And now moves on to a fresh kill!
I take pride in this sadism,
For, heartlessness is my thing,
And humanity shuns me!!!

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‘So many people to kill... so little time! ’- Poison Ivy